Well went to the vascular surgeon today and found out that the surgery that he had done on my arm where he put my fistula needed further surgery! So I had to go have mapping done on the same arm to see where he has to cut to do some more work on it, if not they cant get the needles in to do dialysis. If they don't do that they will have to put a tube in my chest to do it. That would be my only access. So hopefully he can do my arm, the only thing is he has to make an incision that goes the length of my lower arm. Not a happy camper about this situation. I know I am writing about negative stuff, I have to vent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy Holidays:

Well this is the second week I have this cough that I just cant shake! I am taking everything for it. Now I have a very bad pain in my lower back on the right hand side of it. The doctor said when you cough you put pressure on the back and that's why I have the pain. Well I am living on pain pills now, don't want to but kind of have to, take as directed by the doctor. On the brighter side we are two weeks from Christmas, and all my shopping is done thank GOD... Well that's about it, Merry Christmas to my readers have a great New Year.........